flaky (first time using sai)

and this was almost to being serious -u-" and yesh my first line art ever xD
well i was supposed to color her.................... but suddenly it was really annoying there were so many buttons... buttons OAO........... I CAN'T REALLY USE THE COLOR.......... when i use it she looks dead and it's shaded it......... and she even look even more dead ;u; well........ i shall only stick to traditional cause i suck at digital ;u; and it's more harder cause i'm a lefty and using a mouse oh well............ i'll just do the request's after all........ and i think i shall deactivate my account after those -u-)b